It's really ironic that one can love someone and also hate someone and to have the mindset to kill simultaneously. Well, I guess that's human nature to give in indefinitely and also to expect to be reciprocated in same manner. Maybe this are how murders occur; through sudden and uncontrollable outbreak of blind rage and fury. Honestly speaking, I'm going through this horrible experience; I really want to use explicit vulgarities right now but I'm trying my very best now to as it would ruin this establishment. Well, I guess that's all I have. A word of advise: jabbing the wall with your fists do actually help soothe your nerves.